Today is just another day of crap. I have really wanted to have something positive to put in here but it doesn't seem like anything is going to go that way. Tomorrow I go to the dr to figure out our next game plan for ttc. I am ready to move forward, I think. I have a hard time dealing with alot of things and have even been crying at work. Not cool. I am just getting too much crap at once. Chris bought me a beautiful bouquet of flowers. I should take a picture of it. It is his birthday tomorrow and I haven't even gotten anything for his birthday. I am so bad.