Monday, October 29, 2007

Trying to find the new plan

Well first of all I have to say stress may be the biggest factor in me not getting pregnant. I have been working 85 hours a week and was ready to quit today. I finally got some time away from my store and of course it is because I am sick. Not to mention everything else that is going on. My parents have been wonderfully supportive. My dad brought me flowers to work which really helped the other day. My best friend is wonderful too. No matter what is going on he finds away to cheer me up. Now my husband on the other hand is very stand offish. It is driving me mad. I really need to discuss things with him and he doesn't want me to get upset. So instead of helping me through it he leaves me to dwell on it. Not the best thing for me right now.

So on my own I am trying to find my plan. I am waiting until probably Feb to try again. In the meantime I am going to try to get an HSG done to make sure everything is clear. Also I think I am going to take vacation in Feb to be with my donor around O time. This will save on shipping and give me some time to relax away from everyone else that is bringing me down. Well that is start of my plan.j


twondra said...'re working waaay too much, sweetie! I'm sooo sorry you're having such a hard time. I wish your hubby was more supportive. I know that's a lot more stress than you needed. I'm ALWAYS here for anytime sweetie! (((HUGS)))

RainbowMomma said...

I'm sorry you're sick and things are not looking so great. I can relate to the tandoffish spouse thing, I have one of those sometimes, too. I hope the HSG goes okay and I think being around KD near ovulation is a great idea. Maybe you can do multiple insems. (We did 4 when we conceived DD.) Anyway, will be bottling up your babydust for when it's needed. Good luck!