Thursday, November 25, 2010

Holidays

I used dread this time of year. Not that I didn't enjoy giving to gifts to the kids its not that at all. It was only one person that made me dread this time of year and she is no longer here. My mom was an alchoholic that denied it to her last day. This time of year she always thought she had the right to drink more during the holidays. The problem was she was a very mean drinker. So every holiday we always had to endure the berating and insults. This is the first holiday with out her. I wish she had listened to me for once. She had so many other qualities that were hidden away because she let the alchohol rule her. She was a wonderful cook but she hardly ever cooked because her health went down hill.

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you.

2 comments:

twondra said...

I'm so sorry. I'm thinking of you so much today. ((((HUGS)))

So thankful for you and Chris....you guys are so special! Love you!

WildFlowers said...

hang in there :) hugs from Fam heal and making new memories!!