Monday, January 21, 2008

I've been tagged

Thank you Shari at http://magicalcuriosity.blogspot.com/ for tagging me.

The Rules:1) Link to the person that tagged you.
2) Post the rules on your blog.
3) Share six non-important things/habits/quirks about yourself.
4) Tag at least three people at the end of your post and link to their blogs.
5) Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.
6) Let the fun begin!

The FACTS

1.) I was severly picked on as a kid, so I don't trust people very easily, especially females. BUT the women from NW have shown me there is some good people. 2 of the girls that would pick on me have apologized in the last year.

2.) I collect rose and pig figurines or anything to do with either. I would own a pig but farm animals are illegal in the city.

3.) I hate living in a city even one as small as this one. I would prefer some land in the mountains.

4.) I am obsessive compulsive about brushing my teeth. I have a toothbrush in my car, at my job and several in the house. I have actually been told to stop brushing so much.

5.) I generally sleep only 3 or 4 hours a night. The rest of the night I lay there worrying or thinking too much.

6.) I have ocd when it comes to folding and hanging clothes. Chris always does them the wrong way to get me pissed off. He thinks it is funny.

So I don't know many bloggers and two of the people I know have already been tagged so I tag
Michelle http://michellespath.blogspot.com/
Cindy http://www.bunchnbunch.blogspot.com/

On the ttc front, this one was a bust. AF showed her ugly face.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

2 more days

Can I wait two more days before I test again? I haven't been posting because I have been wanting write something positive or uplifting. I want to quit complaining. Work is still the same, no surprise. So what should I write about? I do nothing but work and things around the house. I don't go out to hang out with anyone. First of all, I am not the most trusting of people. So I can count the people I call friends on one hand. Bad thing is none of them live around here. Therefore there isn't anyone that I want to hang out with. I need to learn to how to do other things on here. I got tagged by Shari and I don't know how to link on the post. Smart not!! I also want to know how to link other blogs onto my page like everyone else. I guess I need to play around on this more. Maybe someone can bgive me some hints on how to do that????

Monday, January 14, 2008

Just quick note

Yestarday I had spotting but none today. I am starting to get my hopes up really high for this cycle. I just hope it is it!! I don't want to let everyone down. So many people think this one is it too, especially my parents and Mike. Good luck to everyone in the tww and Tammy hun you are always in my thoughts!

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Fed up!

Most of you may know that I live with my parents because of when dad was diagnosed with cancer. He has been taken off chemo so I really don't need to stay here for the "in case" for my mom. The thing is my mother is and alcholic and today I just got really mad and started yelling at her. She starting drinking before noon today and started bugging the crap out of my son. He started ignoring her and she yelled at him and told him to go to his room. Really he didn't do anything wrong. But I don't know how much longer I can deal with this. Okay I am done venting.

On the ttc note , the insems went well and I really happy with the timing. I am not temping this time because I would really stress myself out obsessing. Mike is really a gem. Everytime I talk to him now he asks me if I am pregnant. He keeps saying he sent a really special batch this time. He is so funny.

Monday, January 7, 2008

Updating

Sorry I haven't written in awhile. When I got back to work from vacation my store was a complete disaster area. I could not believe my entire team let me down the way the did. I not only had to fix alot of things but I had to write almost everyone up.

On a better note, tomorrow is insem day!! I am so excited. Mike is so great. He called this morning and told me my baby girl is in the mail. How cute, it really put a smile on my face.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Really???

Really why is so hard for me to eat. I decided to start jornaling my eating habits to try to get better well here is today--

1 bowl of Quaker Multigrain hot cereal 120 calories
no lunch
1 plate of pasta with a little alfredo sauce worst case 500 calories
2 cookies
4 bottles of water

That is all I have eaten today. I am not hungry nor do I want to eat. I really need to work harder. Bad thing is that is better than yestarday. My weight 200 lbs, height 6ft, mood okay, headache none, job found none. I go back to work on the 28th.

On a different note, I cannot wait until Christmas. We drew names for the adults in the family for gifts this year and my mom told me she got Chris. She told today what she got. Chris likes and used to go to The Rocky Horror Picture Shows. Well she got him the dvd. Since I am with him I asked my dad to go to the nearest(yes I really asked him this) sex shop and get me and outfit to fit Chris to go with the dvd, plus a feather duster. I am going to give him the outfit first then he gets the dvd. Oh I cannot wait this will be funny!!! I have also finished shopping for the kids but have not wrapped a single thing so you know what I will be doing Christmas Eve!

Friday, December 21, 2007

Time to find myself......

First of all I am on vacation, an amazing thing all on its own. Second I think I want to change careers. I mean really, I work 80 hours a week for what? A paycheck that gets us by, that doesn't bother me as much as it gets us by without me. Think about it. I am at work so much that by the time I get home I am so tired I rarely want to do anything with anyone and if I am not tired I have a headache or migraine. It is not worth. Besides I have already been told by the dr that I need to get my stress down for ttc. That won't happen with my job. So what should I do?
Here is a major issue, I bring in the most money for our family. How am I suppose to work and go to school. Please don't tell me online school because I already tried that one and couldn't get that done either with my work schedule. I have been thinking of nursing but again it comes down to school and work. I feel stuck. Chris has some well off family members maybe I can do some wheeling and dealing while I am up here he-he-he. Yeah right.